When Kim was admitted to the Hospital in Febuary 2008, I was a couple of short days from getting a new phone.
I bought that phone the day before she went into surgery.
As always comes w/ new phones, I had to transfer all my stuff from one to another, set ringtones, and set everything up.
When I did all that, I set a personalized ringtone for Kim...
At first I put "One Week" by BNL (Barnaked Ladies) because of the lyrics "It's been, One week since you looked at me" which was a inside joke kinda that she'd been in the hospital for a week or so.
When she didn't come home right after the surgery, and things started to look like they would take longer to get better, I changed her ringtone.
Kim and I both loved BNL. She's the one that really got me in to listening and HEARING their music. Understanding a lot of the undertones, and thinking more than about the pretty sounds.
The song I chose for Kim's ringtone was one that still makes me cry everytime I think about it, hear it, or anything.
The song is "Falling For The First Time" by Barenaked Ladies.
Because everytime I think about her, every time I see a picture of her, always... AWLAYS...
No matter how much time passes, I feel just as much love for her, as I did when I first met her.
She wasn't my biological mommy.
But what we had was even more special.
She CHOSE to be my mommy.
I CHOSE to be her little girl.
Some people say, there is no love stronger that that of a Mother and her Biological mother.
I counter that, and say that Mine and Kim's love for each other, would over shadow any other love in the universe.
I MISS HER SO MUCH!
-P/KAF/PT
-The Lonely Girl, with the streams of tears....
