I didn't know Kim as long as some but over that far too short time I got to know her quite well and spend some time with her (it'll never ever be enough). Some of the best times of my life were with Piper and Kim in New Jersey and in Indiana.
People say "in time it gets better", I always thought that in time it hurts less but now I'm not so sure. Since Christmas Kim has been in my thoughts more than ever and while I wouldn't say I feel as bad as I did when she passed it's pretty darn close.
I'm pretty sure Piper mentioned the trip that we took to Walt Disney World the November after Kim passed, it was as good as it could be without her there too. That was where Piper found the Kingdom Keepers books by Ridley Pearson, I think Kim would have been all over them and we'd be discussing all the goings on.
I miss talking to her about trains. it's not that I can't talk to other people about trains, I can and I do, and if she were still with us she would know most of what I was going to say already.
I miss talking to her about Bond. I know the films quite well, for my sins I could list them in order, the 'official' EON pictures and the unofficial ones, who sung the theme and stuff like that but Kim knew the books too.
I miss talking to her about music. I thought my tastes were eclectic but hers were even broader.
I miss talking to her about stuff.
I've got stuff I want to talk to her about, need to talk to her about and I can't and it hurts
Hugs
Cat
